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[26 May 2005|10:53pm] |
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TIL NOW, I ALWAYS GOT BY ON MY OWN
I NEVER REALLY CARED UNTIL I MET YOU
AND NOW IT CHILLS ME TO THE BONE..
HOW DO I GET YOU ALONE?
spent 4 hours and 15 minutes at dance today. everything is coming along quite nice. well i mean, as nice as they could be. im really dissapointed in some of our dances this year though because this will be my third year there and im still pretty much stuck doing the same things i was doing when i got there. i dunno, i think things will change next year. just be patient until then. i didnt get to do any pointe today =( everything is so hectic we arent even warming up anymore.
my financial situation is so confusing. im short money for this fundraiser. owe money to my grandma for my leotard and tights. need to take back the leotard. get refund. buy new leotard. buy one more new leotard. *cries*. life is hectic right now with dance and with fundraisers for guard and im so confused.
money sucks. i wish we could pay for stuff with rocks. wouldnt that be cool?
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[26 May 2005|10:33am] |
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yay!! carrie is the new american idol! im a dork, i know. ive watched every episode and i wanted her to win from the moment i heard her sing. i was wiggin out last night when they announced the winner. yeah, anyway.
dance tonight. yay.
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*EDIT
so monday i start work. i am kind of excited but kind of not at the same time. im going to have to drive to and from gulfport everyday. i think my car may start to hate me. i really need a break job and a new tire.
so lately ive been on this craft kick. i just got done making bags for hope and my grandma and im going back to my roots to make a marilyn bag for kelsey today. im excited about all of that except i know that my skin is going to peel on my hands from bleaching this bag. ill post a pic of it when im done.
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[25 May 2005|10:51am] |
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sonic ice is love ♥
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| schools out for the summer. |
[24 May 2005|10:10am] |
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yes that is right everyone, no more school for two and a half months. yesterday was great. it was the first time ive actually ever skipped school and a bunch of people went to the beach. first day of summer and ive already got a sunburn. go me.
so yeah, today is sort of a rough day for me. after the month of may life is good.
this is what happened in my icee at the movies.
this coming up monday i start working for my grandpa at the dog n burger. my first job. i just hope i dont hate it too much. i am really hoping that my life changes a little over the summer. i think im getting kind of bored with things but its all too much at the same time. i dont really know how to explain it, but ive been feeling restless lately. all these fundraisers and band camp and all that stuff will really help though.
CARWASH - SATURDAY, MAY 28. AT THE SONIC IN FRONT OF WALMART
like i said, get your dirty asses out there! girls in bikinis!
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| just to see you smile, i'd do anything that you wanted me to |
[22 May 2005|09:22pm] |
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so today was a very good day. emotionally draining in all different types of ways, but i have had a good day. its kind of one of those bitersweet days. words cant even explain them, i promise.
whoa, theres something in the air tonight, something that makes me feel alive..
thank you.
happy birthday mom. i celebrated for you.
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| darlin, you look wonderful tonight.. |
[22 May 2005|08:35am] |
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there was a full moon last night.
it was exciting.
today is my moms birthday. i think im okay.
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| an apple a day means you eat fruit. |
[20 May 2005|10:15pm] |
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just got back from seeing star wars. that was cool.
allergies are kicking my butt, bad.
carwash in front of sonic by walmart on the 28th at twelve. get your dirty asses out there. donations go to day uniforms so we can look sexy.
tired now. going to go to sleep.
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[12 May 2005|05:58pm] |
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my seniors are leaving... =( my april, my myra, my amber, my ashlee, my kim, my peggy, my marie, my everyone!!! (those were just the girls from guard. it wont be the same).
so this weekend is going to be the first guard inagural, haha. i cant wait to get to know everyone and do carwashes and ahh. i just love marching season. its the best thing ever.
Every night for three long weeks, she'd roam the hallways half asleep and as the footsteps fade away in my mind, I could swear, I could swear, I heard her say; "Don't wait for me, I've got a lot to do I've got a lot to be and in the end maybe I'll see you there." - Catch 22
cant wait for something to happen.
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| in darkness she is all i see... |
[08 May 2005|09:09pm] |
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so today was really cool. it was mother's day so i did the whole gift giving with my grandma and then went out to eat with scott and his family. that was really cool. then came back to the OS and chillaxed at my uncle's house and played some baseball. all in all it was a great day.
ive been feeling kind of guilty lately. normally i wouldnt post something this personal but i dont really care. its been almost three years since my mom has passed away and i still havent gone to her gravesite. i feel like, im not ready yet i guess. but i also feel like im just avoiding it so i dont have to think about it. i dont really know. kind of confused about it really.
things with scott and i are great. better than ever i would guess. i think things are getting better for him, what with the stress hes been put through lately. things are getting better and life is good.
summer is around the corner. woo hoo.
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| if i had a dollar bill for every time i'd been wrong |
[05 May 2005|09:03pm] |
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so today was cool. i had dance tonight and i was almost used my pointe shoes tonight but i didnt sew the ribbons and elastic on so i didnt. i will start pointe next week. i think its going to be really hard for me because i have hardly any arch in my foot and just doing regular ballet sometimes gives me cramps, but oh well. ill get used to it.
i hope that once marching season starts up i can juggle dance and guard together, but i know what will happen if i cant. ill probably have to quit dance or not go very much because im gonna have so much on my hands. guard is going to be so great this year because something tells me its going to be a lot more organized. at least i hope it is. ive been looking at uniforms and day uniforms lately and im getting very excited.
my bags are coming together quite nicely. i made a really cool one the other night. its probably my favorite one that ive made so far.
cant wait till this weekend. its going to be a lot of fun. going to go to the cinco de mayo festival even though ive heard it looks pretty cheesy.
if anyone can get me ashley burch's phone number, i'd really appreciate it. thanks!! =D
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[01 May 2005|05:29pm] |
yes! i made rifle line captain! ha im so excited. i was so happy. tryouts went very very well. congrats to the new rifle line!!
kaylin, kendall, tiffany, christine, karley, jessica and me!!
cant wait for the season.
love love love.
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| i can see you on the weekend but im not sure if thats enough.. |
[24 Apr 2005|09:06pm] |
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so this weekend was pretty cool. friday was a little rough and kinda depressing but i had someone there for me and it worked out in the end. then saturday, despite what my grandma had to say about it, i went and got my nails done before my birthday party. they look really cute. kinda loud, but i like them.
my party went good and i ended up with enough money to go get me a nice digital camera, so im going to do that sometime this week after guard clinic.
SPEAKING OF GUARD CLINIC... tryouts are friday. everyone wish me good luck. im nervous, but i really really hope i make captain.
but yeah anyway, today after i dropped off chelsea, miranda, and jessica (they spent the night at my house) i went over to long beach to hang out with scott. i got my drumset sold and that is a good thing. its not in the way anymore. its not like i was using it anyway.
hopefully the next time i update i will have some cool pics to update with from my cammmera.
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[21 Apr 2005|08:55pm] |
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guard clinic is going really good. hope and kristina are trying out. thats not that big of a deal i just didnt expect them to, so thats cool. they are both doing really well too. its canceled tomorrow for reasons that are unknown to me. i figure that if those girls make it then they are going to be giving up their fridays anyway, they might as well get used to it. zacharai was helping me with my quAds today and i cant get my technique right yet. my hands dont do the right thing. since we have a whole nother week to make my routine purdy.
cant WAIT till tryouts! im excited about learning the tryout routine just to have something else to do. all the girls that are trying out for rifle look pretty good. we just keep telling them "practice practice practice" and you can see improvement. its awesome.
so tomorrow since its canceled i guess im going to go to scott's house and watch a movie or something. i wonder whats out...
then on saturday im going to get my nails done with jessica and miranda and then my burfday party. yay. fun fun. then i think im going to go get a haircut on sunday. its just too long for the summer.
A - Age you got your first kiss: 13
B - Band you're listening to right now: taking back sunday
C - Church: none
D - Dad's name: tim
E - Easiest person to talk to: scott
F - Favorite bands: blink, TBS, RBF, streetlight, catch 22
G - Gummy worms or Gummy bears: BEARS!!!!
H - Hometown: Ocean Springs
I - Instruments: rifle
K - Kids: one day
L - Longest car ride ever: mississippi to ohio
M - Mom's name: shelly
N - Nicknames: fish, m&m, mallisamay
O - One Wish: endless amounts of money (world peace will never happen)
P - Phobias: chopped up people in the shower, shadows that look scary, and having no friends
Q - Quote: the higher you toss, the bigger the boss
R- Reason to smile: everything
S - Song you sang last: time after time
T - Time you woke up today: 5:15
U - Unknown fact about me: my eyelashes on my left eye are shorter than the ones on my right.
V - Vegetable you hate: eggplant
W - Worst habits: procrastinating, getting myself worked up
X - X-rays you've had: arm, wrist, hips
Y - Yummy Food: chocolate.
Z - Zodiac: taurus
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[20 Apr 2005|08:45pm] |
today makes one year for me and scott. happiness.
guard clinic is going good. its going to be two weeks now instead of one. graduating to quads instead of triplets. that excites me. need to work on my captain routine some more. just a few more finishing touches. =)
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[17 Apr 2005|08:04pm] |
about my weekend..
friday scott and i went to the seawolves game. it was a lot of fun. it had been a long time since i went to a hockey game and now that i actually watch the game its a lot more fun. i got home pretty late and went to sleep after that.
saturday night went to alyssa's birthday party. everyone dressed up in 50s clothes. i had the bright pink lipstick going and it was hawt.
then, today, me, scott, miranda, jessica, kt, and nick were all at the fair and it was an awesome time. we rode a bunch of rides until everyone was pretty much completely sick and then we left. i got a lot of sun and im so drained of energy. i am going to take a shower and go to sleep so i dont have to take one in the morning. sleep late, oh yes.
tomorrow afternoon is the first day of guard clinic. im really excited about learning a new routine. i need to finish just a couple more counts of routine- yay. tryouts will be friday afternoon. im so so so excited about getting back into the swing of things with marching season and everything. the thought of carwashes, fundraisers, after school practices, and new uniforms makes me wanna wet myself. no, not really, but its VERY exciting.
anyone who is interested really really needs to go. just bring a tshirt and shorts and stay after school monday through friday. you make so many new friends and its one of the coolest and most unique ways to perform. by far the absolute most fun.
three more days until my birthday. everyone tell me happy birthday on wednsday! (that also makes one year for me and scott)
<3 yay
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| sing it back whoa oh oh oh oh... |
[09 Apr 2005|09:15pm] |
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so i just got back from jessica's surprise birthday party (four days early). it was really fun. jessica liked the purse that i made her and im glad cause i spent a long time on it. actually, it took the least amount of time out of all the purses that i have made but it was the cutest. im excited about my birthday (its not that far away!!!!!). on the 17th all of us (meaning everyone and their mom) are going to meet up at the crawfish festival and ride and ride. it will be in celebration of all the april birthday people. i know theres three off the top of my head, maybe four.
tomorrow we are going to go ice skating (scott and i) because we havent been in awhile and its the last session of the season.. i think. thats exciting because everytime we go we have an awesome time.
im hoping that my dad will let me go to the taking back sunday and jimmy eat world show. i gotta find out details- and soon. i hope i can go because its been awhile since ive been to a show. that really really sucks. i miss watching bands play live. it sucks so much that scott isnt in stereohype anymore because i loved going to hear them. ::sigh:: im not going to get into all that.
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